✶hypnagogia✶

back 2 safety

""The music's very nice but is there anybody on the phone ?"." -sam kidel, disruptive muzak

i had a friend for like four years who when i was 14 told me that they believed the internet was detrimental to music because the ability for anyone to create and distribute songs in some way depreciated their value. i literally stopped talking to them after that because i was in no way ready to communicate the levels at which that felt untrue to me

i dont think i've ever really had to fall "back in love" with the internet i always sort of feel a level of uneasy joy, like someone elses birthday party or being so drunk that you throw up

i've always fought with my laptop as if it were my sibling

when i was 18 years old, i saw a beam of light shining on the ground. it was shining right in front of where me and my friend were sitting, a little bench area that stuck out from a path bordering the water. we searched everywhere, but everything else was dark, so the beam was coming from the sky. it had no color. neither of us dared step inside the beam, but we stood outside the light, almost staring through it, trying to understand. the beam disappeared after less than 5 minutes.

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