in a quite classical sense , i want to fall in love. i want to become so deeply enmeshed in something/someone that it is me and i am it. i have never found it fully in one thing but today i am in love with god as in everything and everyone and maybe that is enough.

jesus-galaxy-plane-plane-plane-eye-star-butterfly-eye-star-snail-grass-field-sky n grass-person-person waving-hand-worm-worm-worm-advertisements-worm in apple-speech bubble-dice on 1-teeth-teeth-flesh texture-blue static-dentures-toothpaste-brush-explosion of notes-notes on computer desk-email-slot machine-slot machine-slot machine-slotmachine-slotmachine-slot machine-chery 1-cherry 2-cherry 3-big winner-neck with necklace-necklace-jewel-silk-open oyster-pearl-water-fish-fish-fish-wallpaper-table-fishbowl-scale pattern-dog or cat-collar-star tag-illumination-ear-sound-exclamation-???-flowers-nose-blood-veins-eye-star-heart-clouds-finger-nail-sparkle-space from beginning-human heart-knife-brambles-cross-fire-title

notes ive taken that i dont know the purpose of:
dot dot curve
norwegian punk
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnagogic_pop